I forgot I had this tumblr…
it is ridiculously cold in this apartment and it’s beautiful outside. but I seem to be the only one that notices it.
she “cannot wait” to get out of here ever since she learned that her and I will be the only 2 left in this apartment past Tuesday. lollll
I came back from being over my friend’s place and they’re gone. who knows where the fuck they went.
but the tapestry that I paid $20 for (because no one else would fucking decorate the apartment) was knocked off the wall. AND that’s the second time that’s happened… You want to know the other time? When her friends came to visit.
Hmmm, weird. But how fucking hard is it to stick a thumbtack back in the wall you “See You Next Tuesday.”
she invited people over. pretty sure they’re her friends from West Virginia.
nice of you to tell me you had people coming over.
well, it’s her bras and underwear that are all over the living room floor, not mine.
just saying…
my mom just told me that the people that write sexual things on my formspring are “mocking me”
that I must be the blunt of their jokes.
for instance:
do you like it when guys suck on your nipples?
that’s highly inappropiate.
^ this is them mocking me apparently. then I told her that I knew exactly who wrote that. and she went on to tell me, “i know, i’m your mom and you think i’m old and don’t understand, but saying those things to you is mean.”
Mom, it’s a joke. between friends. sexual or not…. it’s not mocking me.
someone on formspring told me that i’d be really pretty if i lost 20 lbs.
I guess weighing 115 is HUGE.
but i’ve been trying to lose weight anyway.. maybe this will kick my ass into shape.
thank you anonymous asshole.
it was so quiet…
and now they’re back.
they better not make a single sound while LOST is on.
yeah, that’s right. do NOT interrupt my show.
OH one more thing. Well, two really.
my ex came home for vacation for a couple days and was texting me, asking me how i was, saying it’s been a while. guess he didn’t think i was “obsessed” anymore… anyway, we ended up hanging out (he gave me the best hug of my life when he saw me), the entire time my heart was beating a million beats per second. i ended up sleeping at his house because his childhood friend was there and we had all gone out.. it was late and he didn’t want me driving all the way back to school. he was poking me in his typical flirtatious way, grabbing my stomach and bumping into me.. we ended up sleeping together. GROSS WARNING: he came super quick, which makes me think he hadn’t had sex in a LONG time. but even though he’s such an ass, he was gentle and made sure i was okay, made sure i wanted to do it too, then apologized after and said, “sorry, that was kind of spontaneous” like he just could not keep his hands off me kind of thing. it was sort of cute. so now i miss him again.. even though he went back to base and isn’t talking to me again (which makes me question whether he was using me or really did want to just hang out, maybe he’s just super busy now that he’s back on base.. the whole “it’s late, i don’t want you driving back” thing was kind of last minute and i didn’t HAVE to stay… so there was no guarantee of sex on my part)
and the only other guy that likes me right now is on the other side of the world in Iraq. he comes back in October, but to Georgia.. he’ll only come up here for 2 weeks because GA is where he’s stationed.
it’s all so frustrating.
… and i miss him (my ex that is).
the one just came home and I thought of more upon hearing her voice:
20. she makes fun of our state and our public schools because she’s from the south and went to private school. then WHY THE FUCK are you here, at a state school, 4 states away, where 98% of the students are in-state students?
21. “hi i’m ___ and I like to make fun of people and use big words that make me sounds superior”
22. go ahead, come into the apartment and immediately start bashing the people at this school
23. “hi i’m ___ and I want to go to law school and be a big time lawyer” OH GOD help the judge on those cases who have to deal with you.. if she even makes it through law school… no one sleeps 18 hours a day in law school
oh, by the way.. the boy I was totally crushing on stopped talking to me.
he told his roommate it was because I was a slut. UHM what?! I am the furthest thing from being a slut and he was the one to always ask for sex.
sooo now being in the court, when he’s around it’s weird. Hanging out with his roommates, super weird. His one roommate though, the one he told I was a slut, told me:
“After observing Andrew’s behavior for the past year and seeing women enter and leave my room I’ve noticed a few things
1) he’s a manchild
2) He’s afraid of commitment - he’ll have the same girl over for a week or two and then she disappears
OR
he just doesn;t want a girlfriend but fools girls into thinking he does with the week/two week long escapades
3) He’s nothing special and I’m surprised most girls even get into bed with him
4) You can do better than him”
ANDD:
“anyone could always find someone better looking. looks wither. personality is what should keep you with someone if you wanna spend a lot of time with them. looks just gets your attention and he’s nowhere even close to out of your league”
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